Song number two for the album. I'm working on being able to have calm, emotional tracks that have a certain amount of energy still to them. It's a part of my growth to better understand the style I'm creating. The track has been featured on Equinity's second album: Catalyst, so go give that a listen. 

" I'm still haunted by my thoughts, my actions. I feel as though every single choice I've made has had negative connotations. The only escape I have is to dream, even though you want me here, to comfort me. Being torn by the easy way to deal with this, and your help is what makes this so difficult. I want your help. But, I feel that I don't deserve it. "

Genre: Chill

Lyrics:

Pull me back, pull me back from where I am
Pull me back, pull me back to see you again
If you react to the thing that I've become
It's a fact that my mind has come undone

Don't wake me up from what I'm streaming
Inside me, everything is screaming for you
I can't believe we've lost the meaning
Of what we say when we believe in what's true

Everything I did I knew
That you'd turn away from me
Through the lies the distance grew
And I just wanted to be free

Don't stop longing for tomorrow
I can't keep waiting all this time
Just one chance at this atonement
I'm stuck in this dark paradigm

Pull me back, pull me back from where I am
Pull me back, pull me back to see you again
If you react to the thing that I've become
It's a fact that my mind has come undone

Don't wake me up from what I'm streaming
Inside me, everything is screaming for you
I can't believe we've lost the meaning
Of what we say when we believe in what's true

Don't stop longing for tomorrow
I can't keep waiting all this time
Just one chance at this atonement
I'm stuck in this dark paradigm

Don't wake me up from what I'm streaming
Inside me, everything is screaming for you
I can't believe we've lost the meaning
Of what we say when we believe in what's true

My Music: https://totalspark.bandcamp.com/album/things-to-ponder

Equinity: https://equinity.bandcamp.com/album/equinity-02-catalyst

Art: https://www.deviantart.com/magnaluna

Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/totalspark